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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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i .... have ... MONO....
why me??!?!?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYY
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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well....i'm updating finally, only b/c im soo tired of ppl bitching at me and susie and making fun of us and makeing a big deal that i hang out w/ "the scence" kids but their not really scene kids... well Marsh might be but ya know what...i'm not going to stick my head up my ass and hate them just b/c of who they are or how they dress...thats just fucking stupid and ignorant...b/c u all dont' know then and their really nice ppl... oh and i'm getting my hair cut next thursday so i wont' have that "Emo Flip" what ever the hell that is...god this bullshit pisses me the fuck off...i mean they dont' make fun of anyone...at all or talk about anyone behind their back... i'm not trying to offend anyone and make them hate me though...so yea..maybe i shouldn't post this but i am....
i need to redye my hair black but ya know i dont' want everyone to think its b/c i'm going scene..i've had black hair since i was little...would it offend anyone if i redyed my hair? oh well...i might as well not have anyfriends......oh wait damn that was an emo statement wsnt it? hahah my bad.. but yea....whenever i press the ctrl button this little ring shows up on my screen well i guess i'm goin to go now...bye
Love,
Alicia
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:05 am. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. |
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12:18a I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love.---
Repost this if you believe that homophobia is wrong.
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oh i love garden state!!!
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Friday, August 12th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  indifferent. |
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Bruiser looking all sad
Makay and I
Marsh picking something out of his mouth..?
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| Time: | 10:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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i think that i might apply at frishes as well...i mean i don't really want to get a job but if i don't then idk...i just want to be able to spend my own money...someone needs to call me and we need to hang out i want to have fun this week before school starts...next wednesday...(gr) i'm soo nervous i hope i pass those sophomore classes i have to take over...but ill be happy i'll get to see everyone. my dads watching this show and this girl keeps having heart failer and almost died twice...its really sad.. well i need to go byee
love,
Alicia
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today is bruisers bday!! he's 2 yrs old!! yay i'm glad my mom hasn't killed him yet :)
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| Time: | 12:37 am. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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i haven't updated in a long time so i figured i would...this summer has been okay idk if i want school to start or not...i applied for a job at the new dairy queen last week they never called me back so i doubt i'll get the job... oh well i'll just apply somewhere else idk anywhere else to apply at...i guess i now know a few ppl who applied there as well...after i metioned i put in my application there..oh well i hope they have better luck at getting a job... ahh but i do need a job for some money so my moms not always complaining about giving me money....ahh my alergies are bothering me i need to like do a lot of stuff this week b/c its the week before school starts... i love garden state...i keep watching it and watching it and watching it.... its soo sweet/sad....well i guess i'm going to go...i love u all bye
love
alicia
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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hey i haven't updated in forever....this summer is okay....i need people to hang out w/!!!!! monday was fun....i got my hair cut off tho its really short but ikinda like it....some one should call me one day hang out w/ me or something....i'm bored...i wanna go somewhere....hmmmmmwhere to go... idk..well i guess i'll go i have pretty much nothing to say....byeeeeeeeee i love u alll
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Saturday, June 18th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:19 am. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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lalalalalala i am updating lalalalalala i have nothing to say. god i suck......
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| Time: | 3:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  cold. |
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i want to become a dream interpreter!!!!! :)
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I'm oh so very bored...i need something to do some one come hang out with me or something! i will love you for ever and ever and ever! lol i think summers going to suck...but i'm not sure it might...
YAY pointless entry
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| Time: | 12:07 am. |
| Mood: |  hungry. |
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the child jesse never claimed
liz um....dying maybe
my lovely ex heterosexual life mate
KEITH
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My Chemical Romance
Taking Back Sunday
The Used
Muse
Nirvana
Brand New
Thursday
Green Day
Bright Eyes
The Cure
Radiohead
Incubus
Weezer
Snow Patrol
AFI
The Strokes
Nine Inch Nails
AC/DC
Sex Pistols
The Ramones
Motion City Soundtrack
The Clash
Phantom Planet
Sugarcult
Lostprophets
The Postal Service
The Shins
The Walkmen
Maroon 5
Rooney
The Killers
Box Car Racer
From First To Last
Thrice
Hawthorne Heights
Coldplay
Senses Fail
Anti-Flag
Chevelle
Sum 41
Blink 182
Björk
Plain White T's
Death Cab for Cutie
The Vines
Action Action
At The Drive-In
Mars Volta
Interpol
The Hives
Hot Hot Heat
Black Flag
The Arcarde Fire
The White Stripes
Modest Mouse
UnderOath
Audioslave
The Stills
The Thrills
Doves
Fall Out Boy
The Bravery
The Kaiser Chiefs
Head Automatica
Pencey Prep
Beastie Boys
The Rasmus
Hellogoodbye
Spoon
Queens of the Stone Age
The Doors
Kings of Leon
Yeah yeah yeah's
Matchbook romance
Feeder
Unearth
Avenged Sevenfold
36 Crazyfists
From Autumn To Ashes
Rise Against
Joy Division
Stray Cats
Pink Floyd
Led Zepplin
System of a Down
Alkaline Trio
Cursive
Leftover Crack
Lacuna Coil
Marilyn Manson
Oi Polloi
Crass
NOFX
Mindless Self Indulgence
Chumbawumba
Coheed & Cambria
Dead Kennedy's
ICP
Jack Off Jill
Kittie
Jeb
Rancid
Smile Empty Soul
Mudvayne
Seether
Alexisonfire
velvet acid christ
evanescence
the blood brothers
Rammstein
The Dresden Dolls
Not For Now
Velvet Revolver
Metallica
HIM
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
Papertiger
Dashboard Confessionals
Pretty Girls Make Graves
The Pixies
Himsa
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| Time: | 7:20 pm. |
| Mood: | sleepy. |
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for the people
who care i don't want to ruin your day (like sara) but Amanda Pittman
is coming back to school tomorrow supposovly...grr i wish she wasn't
Sara you shoudl like kill her so she deffinately doesn't come back at
all EVER!!.
I have to get my hair cut....kinda meidium short i hope i find something that look sgood on me..
I'm leaving for Chicago Friday morning(early early morning) i'm sooo sad i don't get to go to Bretts Graduation...=(
I LOVE YOU ALLLL!!!!!
Love,
Alicia
<3
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| Time: | 9:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  scared. |
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ah i hate weather alert sirens they scare me soo bad and someone just said we have a tornado warning!! nooooo!!! but we're supose to have hail the size of nickles isn't that special? lol um well i guess i shall fgo now and take shower...
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:38 pm. |
| Mood: | hungry. |
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www.darksideofky.com my friends website JOIN NOW OR WELL I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO RAPE YOU!
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| Time: | 8:29 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. |
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lalalala i'm soo bored brett likes my icon for msn b/c it says your i called your boyfriend gay and he hit me with his purse...hmm i am so bored i need to find sumthign to do this weekend WHAT SHOULD I DO THIS WEEKEND??
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